Friday night after this last post....
I was feeling pretty rotten...
so I told the hubby...
to take me to the ER here in St George.
Well...
my blood pressure was 211/112
and guess what???
They did the surgery.
I am now at my daughter's recuperating.
Her and that sweet son in law of mine...
are sleeping on an air mattress
out in the living room...
so I can have their king size bed.
When I get home I will have to show you all
the sweet note this new son of mine
wrote to me while I was in the hospital.
On the front of it...
it said...
"Brownie Points"
Well...he has scored some of those....
that's for sure!
Saturday was one of the worst days of my life.
Sometimes you wonder how much 'one'
should really share on a blog.
But I will just say this....
My parents who live in Colorado...
drove through and didn't even stop to see me.
Nor did they call.
I still tear up to think about it.
I've worked hard at this relationship for over
5 years booking shows near them,
so we could go and see them,
sometimes even driving hundreds of miles
out of the way so I could spend time with them.
I thought things were better.
I guess they are...
as long as I am the one making the effort.
To say the least it broke this little girl's heart in two.
I can't imagine one of my kids being sick
and not being there for them.
So by day's end on Saturday...
I decided to let it go...
and to count the blessings...
of all my kids, their spouses,
my sweet grandkids
my wonderful husband
and true and tried prayer
warrior friend Nancy for
being there for me.
I do need prayers though.
I do not want to be bitter.
I just want acceptance.
I can't change people...
and make them feel something
they don't.
I can only be grateful for all of the
wonderful people
God has put in my life to
love and care for me.
Her and that sweet son in law of mine...
are sleeping on an air mattress
out in the living room...
so I can have their king size bed.
When I get home I will have to show you all
the sweet note this new son of mine
wrote to me while I was in the hospital.
On the front of it...
it said...
"Brownie Points"
Well...he has scored some of those....
that's for sure!
Saturday was one of the worst days of my life.
Sometimes you wonder how much 'one'
should really share on a blog.
But I will just say this....
My parents who live in Colorado...
drove through and didn't even stop to see me.
Nor did they call.
I still tear up to think about it.
I've worked hard at this relationship for over
5 years booking shows near them,
so we could go and see them,
sometimes even driving hundreds of miles
out of the way so I could spend time with them.
I thought things were better.
I guess they are...
as long as I am the one making the effort.
To say the least it broke this little girl's heart in two.
I can't imagine one of my kids being sick
and not being there for them.
So by day's end on Saturday...
I decided to let it go...
and to count the blessings...
of all my kids, their spouses,
my sweet grandkids
my wonderful husband
and true and tried prayer
warrior friend Nancy for
being there for me.
I do need prayers though.
I do not want to be bitter.
I just want acceptance.
I can't change people...
and make them feel something
they don't.
I can only be grateful for all of the
wonderful people
God has put in my life to
love and care for me.
The Guitar Man left for home today...
but not before getting me a ticket
on a plane out of here Saturday.
My sweet friend Nancy and her hubby
drove up from Vegas to see me
the first night I got out.
What would we do without faithful friends?
She brought me some 'vanilla'
from her trip to Mexico.
Ooh Laa Laa...
its been so long
since I've been able to bake
with Mexican Vanilla.
It's the best, gals!!!
She brought me some 'vanilla'
from her trip to Mexico.
Ooh Laa Laa...
its been so long
since I've been able to bake
with Mexican Vanilla.
It's the best, gals!!!
So now I'm a restin' my body and soul....
gently .....
in His care...
gently .....
in His care...
recovering...
Until Later...
Me